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This bailiff of my humor grates me most.
This assuming son of Jesse
that his Holy Oiliness would anoint.
So, between his singing and his looks, I sent him reeling
From me earlier this evening.
I am still capable of rage. Evening contemplation now.
But how that boyish mocker has unwound me!
l have watched him
Spying at my crown.
He should be more watchful of my humor.
He does need so to fill
That girlish frame to manliness.
He pleased me once with his strumming.
After battle, nightly music was becoming.
His was sweet as any handmaid’s.
I was accustomed then
To place my hand upon his head,
not knowing that he read it more a blessing than a thanks.
But even blessing was too lean for his appetite.
When I first discerned his threat, even then, it was too late
to send him back to Jesse’s lap.
My own armies fancied him, marveled at
such stature’s forcing Philistine to kneel.
Whetted, he must have seen that primal bow
as proper medicine for such disease as his
that gathers to addiction now.
That my own seed bows, I am concerned
to what levels of lowliness. Suspicious, I
have seen them pray upon their knees as one.
This almoner of mine has habit
Of offering his greater portion to that cub.
His is an ignorance of how great
That portion is to greedy eyes.
These cares encrust my latest dreams
Of lesser than an hour’s sleep.
Repeated nightly this chilledmonth,
I see a golden youth crawl into my court,stand up erect
And burst from chains
To stripling wielding cutlery.
My counsel witch conjures this youth is Time, will dwell fully in my reign, predicts my golden age; unless, I cut myself
from out of old Jehovah’s chains.
That which the weird depicts to me
Is fresh Ambition – would prick
the jewels from my embattled crown to adorn his ceremonial gown.
But for the chance I’d take,
I’d pluck his catchy tune. Yes.
Yes, I’d prick his little song
and make a lyre of golden hair and sinewy bone.
I’d betray his seed.
But, what demons would grapple
with my humor then,
Planting poisons in my feed,
Making sacrifice from need?
To betray his ransom creed!